I've always been one to self medicate when I think I know what's best. It's learning the best for us that makes all the difference. Such is life. For me, real change began when I began to listen to more than my ego. Actually, I cannot, nor can you, turn off that voice, but the transforming it comes when we accept the desire you perceive as a want or a need becoming in harmony and coming from who you see as "other people".
So, here's what I did that made my days more than a daze today... okay?
I went to to the doctor, because I have this need to be healthy. I was trying nicotine patches but with using them the crave was still there. So, I discussed this with my doctor. Nicotine patches don't work as well for me, because the habit includes an oral fixation. So, I switched to Sunmark's nicotine gum. This stuff is much much more effective. Plus, I got it for free, because BlueCare of Tennessee paid for it. I love health insurance!
After leaving the doctor, I felt hungry, so I had my cousin who drove me stop at a gas station to get some goods served for some paper work (money). I chose to stop by Oden's place to buy what I needed and also to make amends with the owner. I played a joke on him about stealing a 5 cent piece of gum, and he then asked me not to come back to the store. So, today I thought with the 99% movement going on in America right now, he would have gotten the punchline of the joke by now, and we could make friends again. Sadly, he wasn't there. So, I left him a message with an employee, because they won't not do business with me until I talk to the boss. Heh, okay then.
So, my aunt asks where to get some wine I bought the other day, Sunshine Pink from Boone's Farm. She liked the taste. So, we went down the road to a Bull Market, and I bought her and our cousin a bottle. You know, that made me think of how relaxed I get when sipping a mild alcoholic beverage, so I picked up some Jack Daniel's DOWN HOME PUNCH. This stuff is delicious. I don't see how or why anyone would drink enough of this to be drunk, but okay now. I used to be an alcoholic, but that's not something I can deal with anymore.
Anyway, I hope my little blog will bless somebody's search for harmony. And God bless you all.
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